2002-08-01
The Weekend...

For fuck sake!

I can't take it any more, I've had it! I'm leaving and I ain’t ever coming back!

I hate my job right now. Being a PA is no fun at the moment. Why? Because I have to work for the Chief Executive for the next 2 fucking weeks! He actually does WORK! ]

His assistant has gone on holiday and I have stepped in. Damn it I’ve only been here for four months, and I still manage to bugger up phone calls. Do they really think that I'm capable of working for some one who churns out something like 30 god damned letters a day!?!?!?! Hell NO! There's a huge big difference between 30 and 2-4 max.

Sigh.

I guess I could be doing a whole lot worse with my life...and anyway it'll be a learning experience for me. One day I might actually have to be working for the guy.... that is however, if I stay here.

I was meant to be going out with Greg last night, but due to the events of the previous evening (heh heh) and that morning (*wink*) I was quite literally fucked. *lol* I was mentally and physically exhausted and I couldn't put a damn sentence together!

Saturday night I went out with a few of my girl pals and we went to this place called Yo Sushi (go figure) and in it, well, down stairs there’s a place called, Yo Below. (lol) where they serve cocktails and Japanese Beer from this cool thingy where you press this button and you get a glass of it, it does taste a bit rank I might just add.

Any ho, my and my mates were just catching up and getting up to dance at every single possibility. The evening was pretty sedate in comparison to what we usually get up to. I had quite a bit to drink.

I knew Ben was out with is mates from work, but I wanted to see him. And I f I want something I get it.

I got home at a half past one (like I said, sedate evening) and sent Ben a text sayin that I wanted to see him and I was in a certain kind of mood. Had a shower although I get freaked out in the shower when I'm drunk! It was a bad idea, think Kate in Big Brother when she toppled over! *lol*

Watched some shitty programme about Aristas 25 years show, damn, could the TRY and have any more of a Motown 25 show!?!?! It was so lame! So I drank a bottle of wine.

Got a text from Ben saying that he just got in, it was 2.45. Went round.

AGH! May be I should have sex when I'm totally drunk! *lol* It's amazing what's said. Very eyebrow raising! Hee hee!

So must have crashed about 5.30 or something. Up by 11. Time for round 6! There's nothing I like better than to start of my day with a bit something.... so I thought. I ain’t ever had a headache like that in a long long time. But hey, the sex was good so it made me feel a whole lot better!

Went back to sleep while Ben was watching the Commie games, what a load of poo! Fell asleep while he was stroking my hair, mmm... it was very nice. Woke up and Ben was sleeping. Hugging me, was very nice. Got up went to the loo.... blugh! I felt so dizzy! I felt like shit.

So I said to Ben that I was going home, Boy am I glad I live 2 minutes away from him. I thought I'd be ok so I was sending messages to Greg saying that I would meet him to go out.

Crashed on my sofa with my duvet and read Vogue, well looked at the pictures and sunk in to a depression, fucking models! Julia phoned. Talked about shit. She's with some guy that keeps on getting in trouble with the law and his ex was a heroin addict....lovely. She really gets up my ass!

Still felt like shit after watching Eastenders and 6 episodes of Sex and the City. So I text Greg saying I couldn’t make it, felt really bad. Because I promised I'd go, and I was looking forward to going. Maybe next weekend.

So that’s that. Be back later if I have the time.

yesterday - foreverdiv>