February 27, 2003
music..

Well howdayho' my little dears!

Not a lot has been happening with me over the past week really, not me directly, but it's be an OK week.

Guess what, my boyfriend got a new Visa! Back in November or was it october? any way his Visa ran out so he had to get a new one, it took weeks for them to reply, and he was very worried about because they took soooooo long, he knew that he had no reason to be worried, he just was I guess he's a pesimist in a way, it not that he was causing trouble with the law and living of the state. But even so, he was still really anxious to find out what the situation was. So about 3 freaking months later he found out that he got a new one!

YEAH FOR HIM AND YEAH FOR ME AND YEAH FOR US!!!

I sware, I thought that I would have to marry him or something! lol!

The day that I leave my mobile at home (Friday) is the day that he has important news to tell me! damn! I got home to a voice mail after work and I phoned him but he was at work (bloody typical, the one time that I do phone him)so I left him a message, two hours later he calls me to ask if I want to go round to his to celebrate but I was in the middle of straightning my best mates hair and trying to decide if I wanted to go out with her.... so I finished her hair and went over to his, he ordered us pizza and I bought loads of Champagne! YUM!!!

I could tell that my B was very relaxed and was just so releaved about the news, there was something very different about him that night, a good thing, something very differnt about us, again a good thing, I can't quite put my finger on it. It might have something to do with him not wanting to get too close to me just incase he did have to ship of back to Oz. He always said that he would never do anything to hurt me and that he would never ever mess me about, and I truely believe him, but I think at the same time he's protecting himself and me, he's been hurt so baddly I can tell, I think that he's has a general lack of trust and that's really quite shitty to be quite honest. But I understand cuz, I've been hurt has well. He asked me a while back if I felt that I could be myself around him I said yeah, totally he's one of the very few people that can be myself around I have nothing to hide from him and I feel very comfortable around him, but he felt rhat he couldn't just in case that it would put me off him, or something like that, everybody has their flaws don't they? But then again they do say that love is blind don't they.

I had a pretty good weekend as well, went out with Ben and his mate Gavin, Gav is a sound guy, cool to hang out with. More celebrations woo hoo!

I got my CD y'all should go out and buy it!

T's very good, epecially the song Psyco Ex Girlfriend by Eddie Amador, it's hilarious, basically it's about an American chick (think Clueless) who's boyfriend is being harrased by his Ex. The CD is fab, nothing bet a bit sexy US house music.

Another sexy CD (do you get the immpression that I love sexy music?)

is this

Beautiful Tommorrow by Blue Six, lets just say that it's a mood setter, quite up tempo though, I love the female vocalist on this CD she has such a soothing warm voice...*sigh* man, love music. It's hard to explain the fact that I understand music more than I can play it...

One last Cd that I have to tell you about is Bare Essentials Vol.2, i got recomenned this CD by Amazon and I listened to the sample tracks and I like a particular song on the CD called Try by Arvid feat Ernestos, it soooo funky. So I went to Virgin to listen to the full song (you only get a 30 second clip at Amazon) and you know when you just fall in love with a song and you don't know why? well this is one of them...

I think I might have a section in this diary about the types of music that I am currently listening to and loving?

One question for y'all, do any of you listen to Saint Germain? If so could you recommend a good album for me? ta!

Ciao for now!

yesterday - foreverdiv>