December 18, 2002
Checking in...

Hey there.

Sorry I've not been updating my diary but there have been things going on in my life that I don't think I can actually put into words in here just yet. It's really hard for me to explain...

I will be back shortly, once I have sorted things out and once I can atually get my head round things. But right now I feel that I'm in a funny kind of place and I'm still trying to figure things out.

Take care

xxx

Bjork - Play Dead

Darling stop confusing me

With your wishful thinking

Hopeful embraces

Don't you understand?

I have to go through this

I belong to here where

No-one cares and no-one loves

No light no air to live in

A place called hate

The city of fear

I play dead

It stops the hurting

I play dead

And the hurting stops

It's sometimes just like sleeping

Curling up inside my private tortures

I nestle into pain

Hug suffering

aress every ache

I play dead,

It stops the hurting

yesterday - foreverdiv>