September 19, 2002
slim JD?

This week I pretty much cannot be arsed to say anything. Pretty much because I have nothing to say. Nothing going on...well apart from fainting, which I did again on Saturday.

I currently have an obsession with extremely thin and beautiful celebs. Does this add to the insecurity about my weight? Hell yeah! but in a way its my motivation and it's what keeps me going.

I'm just fucked up at the moment.

I hate the way I look. I hate food.

I might as well do somethin about it and it's working. My slim jeans fit now, so I'm a happy girl! However, my arms are starting to look like Madonna's and that ain't a good look, something on the lines of Naomi Campbell and Tyra banks is what I'm after.

By the way, the Hydroxcut fucking works! providing that I go to the gym and I stay below 500 calories a day, I'm doing fine... although my chest is shrinking! I guess I need to make a sacrifice somewhere.

I watched the Eminem interview last night, yeah last night, some of us don't have MTV so we have to make do with Council television, yeah that's what I like to call it. Anyway, I totally forgot how much I was into Em. I personally think he's one of the greatest Rappers/MC of our time. and shit the mans a genius! With the help of Dre of course. Outta all of his albums I have to say that the Marshall Mathers LP is my fave. I like gritty guess.

I think now Em is a little more grounded, you know? A little more humble. He's done with the shocking people and I think now he just want to concentrate on making good music and getting respect of people.

I also think that "that incident" has given him a good old boot up the arse! lol!

He's so cute!

I might be back some time to say some thin interestin...we'll see...

yesterday - foreverdiv>