August 27, 2002
JD's Back!

Good morning y'all! Hope you had a fabulous weekend!

Right, back to me!

I was meant to go food and wine tasting on Friday at the new restaurant, but I couldn't be arced so I went to the gym instead and a worked up a real sweat, saw that really skinny lady again...I've decided she's my inspiration. If you think like me then you'll understand.

Got home and had this huge ass dinner...I felt really ill. I don't understand why I do it. I was never really hungry in the first place, but I made food anyway, ate it and felt really guilty afterwards! I mean wouldn't you if you saw Jennifer Aniston while you were eating? It was just wrong! WRONG!

Have any of you seen The Jamie Kennedy Experiment? How funny is that show? The set people up and make complete asses of them.. Hee hee! I love it. You should watch it, it’s on Fridays at 11pm or something.

I didn't hit the lights til about 1am and as soon as I did, I got a message from Ben saying that he wanted to come over. Woo hoo for moi! Did I mention that my baby had been working from 8am Thursday morning til about 1am Saturday? With no sleep! My poor baby!

So he comes over, steaming drunk. lol! On the first night the restaurant had a magazine called The List over sampling stuff. I suppose if your knackered drink get to you a lot quicker... And do you know what? he is even more adorable when he's drunk, he can barely string a sentence together mind you, but for a minute I sort of just looked at him and thought 'awwww, I just wanna give you a huge big.... hug!'

I had to get him into bed, remember what I said about being under the influence and certain activities? GOD DAMN!

I say no more!

Ben falls asleep on top of the covers and I didn't have a hope in hell of waking him up! lol. I'm left shivering! nah not really, Ben is really nice to cuddle up to...

Loved somebody so much it made you cry?

Why have I put that question in, I hear you ask? well in the About Me section, which was done in June, I said arm...No.. But now I can say that I have. I dunno why I did. I guess it's because I really care, respect and admire Ben. He's awesome. I think he's one of the few people in my life that truly loves me uncondionally, and I don't really have many people in my life l like that. So I have cried because I love someone so much, I cry because I was happy and grateful, not because I was angry or whatever.

Soppy I know. Don't I make you sick!

Woke up a 1pm Saturday morning. Hee hee! I love Saturdays! I spent the whole day doing sweet FA.

went out with my best mate David to a place called CC Blooms. Very cheesy and very camp. I love it. Got recklessly drunk.

Spent Sunday nursing a hang over watching Hollioaks, and other random bits of similar shit.

I had yesterday off. Woo hoo! I didn't absolutely nothing due to lack of sufficient funds. Why it is on Bank Holidays the claim to put on really good films, but really they put on a load of shite? Tel me that? and no Neighbors! The one day I have off, they don't have Neighbors ! GRR!

So back at work, doing nowt...eating plain pasta. yum!

Not much else to say.

Catch you later.

J xxx

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