May 01, 2003
6 TIMES!

Oh my god!I've not updated this thing for almost 2 months! oh my go how UNEVENTFUL is my life!

I sware, the only interesting thing that happen was that happened last week, and you know what that was, I got asked out 6 times! Yes, 6 times! It was on saturday night 5 women asked me out (those of you know that know me will know that I'm not that kinda girl). To be quite honest with you I was kinda flattered by it...lol!

One guy asked me out on sunday, I was reading in a cafe and this guy that worked there was giving me a little more attention than anyone eles in the cafe, he was kinda nice though... kept asking me if my food/coffee was ok and asked if I was reading a good book. Man, I can't even go out drink coffee and read a book with out being harassed! lol!

I was talking about this with Ben, was quite impressed with the fact that women wanted to get with me, and he said that I should be used to that kinda of attention quote ’do you blame them? You’re fucking gorgeous’ and of course he’s gonna say that, he’s my boyfriend. , now, I’m not one to blow my own trumpet, but, I’m an OK looking girl and it’s true, I do get quite a bit of attention, but that doesn’t mean I should be used to it! I sware, I go out and I can’t help but feel that I’m getting stared at, and sometimes it freaks me out and makes me feel un easy… but that doesn’t mean I’m gonna be used to it.

it's so hard being me....

Other than that, I sware I have nothing to say... unless you want me to crap on about my Ben...

yesterday - foreverdiv>