October 30, 2002
-

Howday y'all!

I dunno why I've come in today to update but I am here. HURRUH! I guess I need to get back into the habbit of updating more. I also need to get in to of goingf bacfk into the gym.

Work wasn't so bad today I guess, I knew what I was doing, I didn't mess up any letters, i didn't bugger up any phone calls. So I guess it's all good at the office.

I think I might treat myself to a poloroid Camara...I saw one at Boots and it looks pretty funky. Imagine the fun I could have with that thing! lol! But seriously I dont take enough photos and I wish I had more. I'm gonna think about it though, I don't want to rush out and buy something out of pure impulse, I've done that loads of times and I usually end up hating the thing that I've bought.

Jesus! It's almost Christmas (xcuse the pun!) I'm gonna be 19 on the 4th of December... But I might of said this before, bu t I sure as hell feel a lot older that 18 at the moment and it scares me... but who the hell acts their age? I've been at my job for 6 months now and I had a little chat with my boss about how I've gtetting on and he said that I'm incredibly mature for an 18 year old, Some one else who I work with also said at my interview she was shocked when I said I was 18. lol! I dunno what the big deals is to be quite honest, I guess it's kinda nice in a way... Ben sometimes mentions it, he usually says nah, you're not 18, you know far too much to be 18, you act older... then he sort of gives me that look... you know that look.... I can't describel but you can imagine it thought.

We've also gotten in to a little disagreement about my height... but there we go.

Sleep. Is my second most favorite form of activity, that's if it is one... There doesn't seem to be enough hours to engage in it. I

yesterday - foreverdiv>