2002-05-29
mid week update!

Jesus diary! I think I’m totally crazy about Ben!!!

You know when you find that someone and in such a short space of time you feel like you've known each other forever. That’s how I feel like when I'm with him.

After liking this man for over a year and a half, to finally get to know him and see what he's really like if great you know. The usually turn out to be absolute tossers with nothing to say and that’s just pants isn’t it? With Ben we talk for hours about every thing! and I mean everything!

I love just, you know, relaxing with him. we're already the lying in bed and sharing a cig thing.... very Sex and the City's Big and Carrie. Damn I just love doing that!

*sigh*

A, lets say, "friend" says that the age thing could be come an issue over time... also that its wrong,you see this "friend" is a total leach! he won't leave me alone when I want him to, although he is good for advise and stuff, but he so obviously wants more from me, know what I mean? uh huh.... but I'm not stupid and he knows that.

He's just jealous I think.

He keeps saying that that it won't last long and there'll be others. Maybe so but it sure as hell won't be him!

Blugh!

Me and Ben.... maybe I am a little loved out and really high because these are the first stages of our relationship, but I'm enjoying it (and I’m sure as hell enjoying him! *wink wink*

So what else has been happening apart from a seeing Ben morning, noon and night (he's SO addictive! *lol*) erm.... nothing I guess....I'm gonna see Star Wars tonight....with Ben! ha ha!

well I guess that’s it for now....

Speak soon.

yesterday - foreverdiv>