2002-05-27
The weekend.....

I went out on Saturday with Ben.

OMG! I really like him.

So, we meet about 8pm and we went to Ricks V.posh Restaurant, Bar and Hotel, stayed there before with David! Its shit hot, Ben had never been before and he loved it! Before that we went to Bar 38.

Ben is just so sweet. Remember how I said I could listen to him talk all day. Well I could and it’s not just because of his accent, he's travelled and he knows so much. It’s when you have really long conversations, but you don't necessarily agree with everything that that person says.

We have quite in common like the same type of music and film and you know like going out and enjoying stuff like god food and restaurants and appreciating creative arts and stuff.

But at the same time he knows and has experience so much more than me, and it’s so interesting to find someone who has a totally different background to you.

You know what the funny thing is, I was the one who brought up the age thing, and I asked him. I said, "I hope you don't mind me asking but how old are you?" He said he had a feeling that I was going to ask him that and asked me to guess. I guessed late 20's like 28, 29 only because of what he's told me and stuff. Turns out he turned 30 in April...ah.... not a bad guess there eh?

So I asked him how old he thought I was 22, 23 but again from what I said that evening he has a fair idea of how old I was. So I told him I was 18 and do you know what he wasn't bothered, he said I was a mature 18 year old and I came across as a not so typical 18 year old which is not a bad thing apparently.

So we were out on the town till about 1 o'clock and he had to be at work for 8 in the morning.

Remember me saying that he lives really close to me? Well I got to find out how close he lived, he invited me round.

So we chilled for a while listening to really cool soul and R&B music like Marvin Gaye and well you know relaxing with candles burning and stuff.... damn it was just really nice, it was a really sexy atmosphere.

So, I stayed over. I don't think I'll go into too much detail. But didn't get much sleep...

Woke up at 6.30 and it was just nice to sort of relax and talk. The first thing he did was light up a cig, that didn't bother me and he always asks if I mind or not.

Ben said I could stay and get some more sleep and give him back the keys at work. I decided not to just in case I bumped into his flat mates who are basically a couple. So I decided to go home and have a shower and go back to bed for a while.

I really enjoyed Saturday night/ Sunday morning and apparently so hid he... he phoned me yesterday evening and we were on the phone for ages. He's sooo sweet!

*sigh*

Feeling ever so slightly loved up now.

It’s about time I got some! *wink, wink*

yesterday - foreverdiv>